first day without him

salam..

so, utk pengetahuan am..eh..umum..my hincik pakwe xde..die g indon wif his fmly..makanya,tgl la diri ini..adoiyai..dapat ke aku mengharungi 7 ari tanpa dia???actually..mmg la xde pe sgt pn..jez xde org nk ty soklan yg simple2..or..some people call it..as rubbish question..may be..

but for me..it's meaningful question..that person show how he/she concern about u..care about u..appreciate u in his/her life..slalunye hincik pakwe akan msg early ind morning..xde la early sgt pn..coz i msk kije jam9..so, he was msg me aroun 745 when he arrived at his office aka kilang..hahaha..mara hincik pakwe kt sye..hincik pakwe kije kt ysp.. pharmaceutical company la..1st hincik pakwe akan msg..morning...kdg2 ada ayat tambahan la..wat pe??..dh siap ke??dh bgn ke??..mcm tu la..msg akan berlarutan smpai hincik pakwe start kije jam 8..n 1030 hincik pakwe akan msg lg..ngaja ke??...mcm2 la..pastu smbung time lunch hour plak..n blik kije..smpai ke waktu td0...ng soalan2 cmne kelas ri ni??dh sampai umah ke belum..wat pe??dh solat ke..bile nk tdo..hear too cliche..but 4 me..its meaningful..

makanya..kesunyian la hp sy..penat je tukar ringtone..he3..ad msg pn from students...nsb bek la..kije kn..klu x agak terasa la ketiadaan hincik pakwe..mmg la jarang jmpe..tp rutin hincik pakwe bermsg..menyebabkan terasa jg la..aish..hati ku semakin lemah n lemau..

sebenarnye agak terkilan n terkecik ati jg la ng keadaan before hincik pakwe g...xde pe sgt pn..mlm b4 dat..sy agak lemau..bkn mlm tu je..mlm seblum2 nye pn..almaklumlah..xbrape nk sihat..so lemau2 la..mkn ubat lg..apa???nurul hazwani mkn ubat???amazing...hahaha...yup..akibat xtahan sgt.saya pn mkn ubat n trus lemau cm biskut kosong hup seng di cicah ng mil0...he3...

hincik pakwe plak..duk sibuk mskkan number phone to his father punye hp..menyebabkan..die reply msg sgt lambat..dn saya pn tertid0...actually niat di hati nk skype or call hincik pakwe..tp..hincik pakwe cm bz..xterluah la..kononnye..nk dengar suare wat simpanan semgu.hahah..poyo je i nie kn.tp,xkesampaian...

i sedar dh 130..n trus reply last msg dr hincik pakwe..n hincik pakwe xreply..dat means hincik pakwe dh lena diulit mimpi la tu...so..smbg td0..xsdr smpai jam 6am..harapan di hati menggunung tinggi setinggi kinabalu..kononnye hincik pakwe akna call or msg to let me know..yg die dh nk gerak ke indon...tp,hampa...

so..bgn la sy pg itu dgn kehampaan n terkilan..

ok..dat all 4 today...cheers up gurls~~